It Happens Again....

Assalamualaikum...

ok...my heart bleeds again...untuk kali yang keberapa ntah...i lost my count...for certain people maybe i'm too mellow...but here i'm being a sensitive person yet trying hard to be tough and sometimes i failed...but this time i won't cry...saving tears for happiness only...maybe i should end all this using my way but i'm still waiting for signs from sky...now i'm collecting strength so that when the time comes i won't cry or get regrets....i want to do the best  for myself and everyone....

OH GOD....please give some answers....what should i do....
:(

-is this new year will be the best time???
maybe i should consider that...